and i a’m sitting here
watching the sun shine through the rain drops.
trying to get some work done.
but not really interested.
and lacking motivation.
later maybe.
my mind is elsewhere.
with a girl.
of course it is.
that is my life.
also thoughts of the other night.
when i can'’t remember anything after my second drink.
with colleagues too.
shit.
and what am i really here for?
questions like this continue to swirl about
in my mind.
where is that pull? that special thing?
why do i feel so empty here?
like nothing really is for me.
like i am here only to wander.
only to do random stuff.
how long has it been this way?
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